Sunday, August 14, 2005 ♥
seriously. i have no idea wat happened.
after my mum told me to go do work, not watch tv yesterday, i was already so frustrated, i shut down the comp, collected my stuff, went upstairs and dumped my stuff on the ground. then i quarelled with my sis, who said that i was showing too much attitude and all, the next thing that happened was that my mum went out of the house. i was so blur and frustrated. all i could do was knock my head on the floor and cry. i had no idea what happened. i was unhappy, cos i complained to my mum about my stupid gp group, she told me that if i had so much stuff to do, i shouldn't have even gone out. i had told her i will be out for lunch only, but in the end i reached home at only 6.15.that, i noe i was wrong. but it wasn't intentional.but wateva it is, i cannot just because i have some stupid gp thing to do, and my group isn't doing anything, i dun go meet suphei, and seowting and all to see how they are doing. why should i sacrifice my time of caring for my few no. of friends i have,sacrifice my opportunity to watch the last episode of tian long ba bu, just bcos some tcher rejected my chinese yan jiang gao, some pple refused to come together and do a project.
and my mum just walked out. i was so frustrated already, i had no idea wat the hell i shld do.
i went down to find my mum, couldn't find her..i was so anxious, so frustrated.
i called su phei for advice,and just cried to her. i was like totally having a nervous breakdown..
worse, i accidentally stepped on my glasses, the frame became crooked, the lense dropped out. my world is like totally crumbling.
today.
all had passed. i still have no idea wat happened. just like some nightmare i had, i have no idea what happened throut. just noe that it was a nightmare.
so confused.
haiz.
tml have to hand up stupid module, yet my grp haven't been doing anything. tml, i have to practise my yan jiang, but i don't even have the script ready. tml i have to let the tcher see beginnings of EoM and Written Report, yet i have nothing at hand. tml i have let the tcher see the finalised survey and interview, but i have so much to do. tml i have a maths test, and yet i have forgotten all my work.
die die die.
how am i going to survive???
♥reflected @ 12:17 PM
