Friday, July 08, 2005 ♥
today wasn't a good day either.
i ve a headache and is still hot on my temper...still quite angry thr.out the day.
i think maybe i need lots of sleep..i'm too tired and get agitated easily.
i just came back home not long ago, about 9.30 p.m.after schl i was angry again, and ended up grumbling and yelling into my sister's ears thr. the phone. in the end, i went to jj and waited for her all the way until 6.30, totally one hour larhz, and was damn pissed by michelle. she went back with her boyfren to jj, and as i walked into the school, i was questioned by the guard, then while i was explaining to the guard the two pple, just walked off away. in front of me. leaving me there to manage the guard and explain for them, and they just left like tt.
okay, truthfully, i shld have known. since sec2, i already didn't consider her a fren anymore. i knew her thr eldds.
when my sis finally came from shooting( she was choosing her pistol and they were announcing the new comittee members..she's the new treasurer) i was so tired and suffering from my headache, neckache and eyes are closing and in pain...we finally went to jp to have dinner..and walked around. and saw michelle with her boyfren and pissed me off. grr.
saw wen hui and tungni oso..
haiz..i must learn to keep myself calm at all times..
i need sleep. lots of sleep...
tomorrow got guitar from 8am to 6pm, i think i will go at 10 and leave at 5+ of smth, i dun wan to waste my time there...haiz.
i failed my gp and chem.
just barely passed my bio, econs and maths. maths is the most terrible one. my maths teacher came to me to give me my paper and said:' i can suffer heart attack marking your paper.' i looked thr. my paper. and nearly fainted myself. i turned the pages. 'good' 'very good' 'good' 'very good' all over.( i think the tcher must have thought...this girl good can get an a)..until..question 10, 11, 12, 13. empty. totally empty. yar. if i'm the tcher i oso dunno whether to cry or not...terrible. i ve no sense of time management. either tt, or i lack practise. maybe it's both...
haiz.
♥reflected @ 10:13 PM
