Friday, May 13, 2005 ♥
If only i can be as calm as the waters in the picture.
Many things happened in the week.
SO many things happened i didn't even know that suddenly the week has passed, friday is going to be gone.
Last week a girl from acjc passed away from lukemia.
On monday, i had a bad pain in my lower abdomen, which i had it for twice quite some time ago. it was so bad i can't even walk, squat or even lie down in the sick bay. after 30 mins, the pain went away. the vp wanted to bring me see doctor, but i refused. the tcher wanted me to go home, but i refused.
Li hao told me in the morning he saw a dead body at his house there.he thought that it could be a murder or something.
On tuesday, it was announced that the once first-aid president had committed suicide. the dead body li hao saw was him. i didn't figure that out immediately. i was too shocked to. i was so shocked i kept heaving and crying. becos, i just saw him on saturday, before i went to the guitar outing, at jp. we even said hi to each other. that was the first time my sister saw him also. and we didn't know that that would be the last time we see him.
i couldn't stay calm. it was the first two periods which was pe, i decided to go and run 5 rounds. after that, i managed to calm down. i also want to thank some of my classmates and friends, who tried to help me...Jia Yi, Clarice, Haw Yi, Tania, Joanne, and a few others, i can't really remember, i was too 'unstable' then.
On wed, the whole day i felt sick. kept feeling stomachache. after schl had the disc personality test.
on thursday, which was yesterday. after the 2.4 napfa run, and recess, i had the pain i had on monday again. i refused to go sick bay again or go home. again, after 30 mins plus i recovered.
Thank you again to those who helped me. Xiangning, Eunice, Serene, Esther, Marilyn, Adelle, Aneesa, EVERYBODY...
today, was a total mess. econs test is so very tough.
then i was so alone today. a lot of pple ignored me.
stoning.......
so frustrating...haiz.
sometimes, things just happen.
haiz.
♥reflected @ 9:46 PM
