Friday, April 01, 2005 ♥
Felicia …I am sorry…I said all the pple I noe are at nj basically becos, I could have entered nj with my mark (but not hci), wanted to go nj but didn’t go there. In other words, I would have probably seen a lot of you pple in nj. Wat I was trying to say is that most of the pple I noe, be it 4/3 pple, 2/3 pple, or 6R pple, are all in nj. Other than hci and so on. As compared to ac, I noe very little pple I can talk to in ac. So please don’t misunderstand ( u might be joking while you left that comment, but seriously, I made a mistake. I thank you for telling me, for I had indeed been so general and forgot abt toking abt the pple I actually noe in hci and other jcs.) –oops…I think I am sounding a bit too serious here…sorry….but please wat I am trying to say is true.
And oh yarh, just to inform zi xian, felz left a comment on my previous entry for you too.. go see it (in case you don’t noe)
Thank you fel, zx and joyce for your encouragements…
I am still hanging at the edge of the cliff….haiz.
This week is the end of the mass lectures, and the classes have been decided. I am still back in the same class, only a few pple got shifted out. And only about 3 to 5 new 2nd intakers. I didn’t feel anything when I saw the results on the notice board. I wasn’t relieved, happy or anything. Neither was I sad.
Yesterday there was guitar, and only about 7 to 9 new pple came to join. I hope when they heard of the coach fees and they will not run away… I might be quitting guitar after syf also, becos I got no money to pay for the fees… and I might be quitting acsian theatre also, becos currently I have nothing to do in mime, and I’m afraid that if there actually is something I have to be involved in, it will be very late and hectic…
Even though pearls do not count anymore, I still think that I should at least join something for fun…that means something I like… at first thinking of joining choir if I can, but after hearing how hectic it is, I’m afraid to. Then I was thinking of joining some recreational sports, like maybe tennis or badminton…. Then I was thinking of joining shooting, but have to pay for sedans member fee, becos we can only go there for training…which I think is troublesome and time-consuming….thinking of joining Chinese society…but haiz….
I was thinking of joining some Chinese drama competition, but then it clashes with guitar. Guitar syf is on april 28, tt drama thing is on april 30, but the practices clash. Now guitar has 4 practices a week…terrible……….
Haiz. Becos of guitar, I also have no chance to go and see other ccas.
Actually what I would have liked to join is touch rugby…but I noe mum will never ever allow. Becos of brother. I do understand.
Haiz.
Yesterday after guitar and when I was on my way home, I discovered I left a bag in the hub I forgot to take. I felt like knocking my head, how terrible I was, how useless I am. Luckily jonathan took that bag in case it’s somebody from guitar..and I managed to get it back.
This whole week had free lessons here and there, but I refused to my tutorials which even more terrible..on Tuesday I actually wanted to go and swim but it rained. I had wanted to swim since holidays and never had a chance….yesterday before guitar, after all the mass lectures ended, me and Joanne went running…3 rounds around the school….
I really hope I can lose at least 1 or 2kg…
I still envy the people who can laugh and smile every minute of the day. I just don’t know why I can’t. my mood is set on serious mode every time in school..only when I am totally relaxed, when I am not thinking clearly, then can I smile and be happy and stuff….
Haiz.
I have to do some serious work now. If not next week I will be in hot soup.
Oh yarh.
Happy April Fools’ day!
Happy Birthday to CHUN FONG, CHUN HONG and MEIXI !!!!!!!!!
♥reflected @ 7:42 PM
