Saturday, March 05, 2005 ♥
Yesterday was Arts Night at Acjc, guitar ensemble(i.e me and pple) had to perform for the first item. But it was a lousy one, I think, pple also tell me. My sis crashed over yesterday too. Someone told me tt tt piece we played was lousy and when I told him tt we are going play it for syf, he said we won’t get anything, I was like…okay…I accept the comment.
After the day we received the o level results, some things happened, making me realize I haven’t got over the things tt happened to me last year. I realized that I never once did accepted the things that happened to me and sort of forget about them. Meaning, I have not actually started life anew completely. I think, after that one day, I finally am getting over the things. I thank the people who helped me through. Thank You.
Sometimes, I feel tired of life, tired of living. And sometimes, I feel like closing up and live in my small little world, don’t want to talk to other pple anymore, but I do know that I cannot do that.
I just want to tell some pple like me that even if the whole world doesn’t love you, you must not give up and not love yourself. No matter what, if you don’t have friends, you still have your family. If you don’t have family and friends, you still have yourself.
♥reflected @ 2:17 PM
