Tuesday, January 11, 2005 ♥
hihi.
now i am in school. so, we are supposed to have lectures, but it is a free period for me. got nothing better else today, so followed nanhua pple to the library. the library is okay lah, only got a little books..
chun fong and veron crashed over from hwa chong...
oh yarh. i actually wanted to talk about the last day of orientation. in the afternoon we get to meet our class. didn't really like the class actually. after that i went to queue for the lecture notes....don't like to have to buy your own notes. wasting my time...
after that went to meet the og people, and we had to waited for u-jin, kimberly and brandon. they were writing the thank you notes for both our ogls, yen nee wrote the one for u-jin in chinese...
after that we went to plaza singapura for lunch-cum dinner.. i was trying to call home to complain to mum about class and watever not, but it was about 3 plus, she's cooking...so she didn't want to talk to me.....
and pple from my og also don't talk to me....
so miserable....
then, i figured out that if i went around telling pple i don't like a certain person, eventually, he or she might get to hear of it...
then, hai lin tried to tell me that maybe i should act more mature and treat those pple i don't like in the same way i treat pple i like and watever..
so i get so angry, hoping tt i will never grow up so that i get to choose wat i like and don't like, however i want to treat pple, and not thinking of others before self, so that i can don't be tactful....
grr...
i was so angry so i cried...a bit accidentally
then anything that could make me cry began to come to me, i felt angry then sad, depressed and very miserable..
after we reached ps, i felt much better. lighter. we went to eat some jap food, and then we went into a shop selling cute things to find yen nee. then we heard the superstar song..we had a mass dance to it. so i was so excited. i ran out to those pple still eating to tell them about it...
now to think of it. i could have dig a hole and hide myself in there.
so i suppose they are thinking me this person so crazy, at one time crying, at another time, laughing...
at the mrt interchange...andy commented i look the oldest and u-jin the most mature in the og. ok, he emphasized on the old word, and added aged. so.. how can you tell a girl that!!! ok he said he was joking... and he was preparing to run in case i hit him or wat, seriously i didn't think about that, so i just..okay run after him. this is so childish and stupid! then i heard some elderly man (see i wrote elderly) voicing his disapproval, zhe zhe fan yan that kind...i immediately stopped in my tracks.
well, i got him to explain clearly his words..he said something about me having to smile more...hey! come on, he is older than me! he is 18 going to be 19!
it is supposed to be recess now.....there are still more to talk about, about camp fire and nanhua cca extravaganza. i like the og generally more than the class.
And i still miss 4o3o4.
the mons.
i checked out asknlearn and saw mrs lim's message...happy. wanted to reply something, but didn't noe how...........
felz told me about the 88th nan hua anniversary...guest of honour our pm mr lee hsien loong. but goodness...having to pay $60??? no no no. it is just the cost of the a-level t/bs...
i want to go for recess liao...have to get the economics notes too...
♥reflected @ 8:06 AM
